Email Service Notes 11th December (Jesse)

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Continuing pervious Dog story -sad story

Before Joe I had another dog named Angel ,I had her from the time when she also was one month old . She died from car accident . One day afternoon i took her for walk by scooter . On the way to the park , all the sudden she jumped out of scooter and stood and looked at me in the middle of crossroad while traffic red light .
All the Sudden there was the trunk didn’t slow down and straight crashed onto her. immediately I picked her up and drove to Vet but in the end she did make it , I couldn’t stop bawling and it was heart wrenching .

People said the best way for recovering way is having another dog , so half year later I had Joe .however the crossroad nightmare still arising in my mind and comes to key dream from time to time and I don’t trust anyone to take my dog for walk . This fear had been bothered me for more than 10 years . luckily Meditation helps me to comprehend the whole situation. In the now I am able to let go my fear .
I’m trying to get the most out of my time with practicing mediation and spend time with my old dog Joe .

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Continuing pervious Dog story -sad story

Before Joe, I had another dog named Angel, that I had from the time she was one month old. She died from a car accident / she got hit by a car. One afternoon i took her for a walk on my scooter . On the way to the park , all of a sudden she jumped off the scooter and stood looking at me in the middle of an intersection while the traffic lights were red.
All of a sudden there was a truck which didn’t slow down and crashed straight into her. I immediately picked her up and drove to the vet but in the end she didn’t make it. I couldn’t stop bawling and it was so heart wrenching .

People said the best way to recover is to get another dog. So, half a year later I got Joe. However the crossroad nightmare is still fresh in my mind and comes to me in dreams from time to time so I don’t trust anyone to take my dog for a walk . This fear has bothered me for more than 10 years now. Luckily meditation helps me to comprehend the whole situation. In the now I am able to let go of my fear .
I’m trying to get the most out of my time by practicing mediation and spending time with my old dog Joe .