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I feel upset in these days. I don’t know that is for my work or just a sort of depression before my period comes.

Everything is changing but nothing changed definitely. It is weird because I am not a person like the changes, but when I saw the changes by other people, for instance, new job, new friends, get married, etc., I am jealous. What doesn’t mean that I can’t do it, but all about this stuff need a chance, well, now I think why I envy them, because I haven’t got that chance to change.

My friend tells me do not make my life impacted by these negative feeling, and keep my own life style and belief only if I think it’s right. However, I would doubt they are right or not, to get confused about everything at some times. Shall I follow my heart or follow the ideas with most people around me? To live like as most people do, which would get me more comfortable. Majority vs. Minority, I don’t know which one will win, maybe it’s not about quantity, it’s about other things, but it is difficult to get in ground lonely or with few people.

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I‘ve been feeling upset recently. I don’t know if it’s because of work or just a sort of depression before my period comes.

Everything is changing but nothing has changed definitely. It‘s weird because I am not a person who likes change, but when I saw the changes in other people’s lives, for instance, a new job, new friends, getting married, or whatever, I get jealous. That doesn’t mean that I can’t do it, but all of this stuff needs a chance, well, now I think I know why I envy them, because I haven’t got that chance to change yet.

My friend tells me to not let my life be impacted by these negative feelings, and to keep my own life style and believe in something only if I think it’s right. However, I would doubt if it’s right or not, and get confused about everything sometimes. Shall I follow my heart or follow the ideas of most people around me? To live like most people do, which would make me more comfortable. Majority vs. Minority, I don’t know which one will win, maybe it’s not about quantity, it’s about something else, but it is difficult to get in ground lonely or with few people.??? (I don’t understand this sentence)