Email Service Notes (Jesse)

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Yesterday I did a meditation with my coach together. She asked me to close my eyes and imagine what life would look like when I was 80. I saw an old, thin, graceful Justine sitting in a coffee shop, sipping the morning coffee and reading some magazines or books. It’s a bit shocking for me to see myself in that situation. I saw this situation in Paris while traveling there several years ago. The old lady was relatively calm, and her pretty little dog waited for her for about 2 hours while she was reading. I might think it’s easier to raise a cat than a dog. Thus, I did not keep that beautiful dog in my imagination or subconscious. I don’t know whether that’s my desired life or not. Sometimes I think it’s too lonely to be alone. However, I did not choose to undertake the burdens or responsibility with another person several times when I met the choice. Maybe I am already living the best life I want? Who knows.

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Yesterday I did a meditation with my coach together. She asked me to close my eyes and imagine what life would look like when I am 80 / if I were 80. I saw an old, thin, graceful Justine sitting in a coffee shop, sipping the / her morning coffee and reading some magazines or books. It was a bit shocking for me to see myself in that situation. I saw this situation in Paris while traveling there several years ago. The old lady was relatively calm, and her pretty little dog waited for her for about 2 hours while she was reading. I may have thought it’s easier to raise a cat than a dog, and so I did not keep that beautiful dog in my imagination or subconscious. I don’t know whether that’s my desired life or not but sometimes I think it’s too lonely to be alone. However, I did not choose to undertake the burden or responsibility with another person whenever I had the option to in my life. Maybe I am already living my best life? Who knows.