Email Service Notes (Celeste)

According to my experience, people are always chasing what they lost in their childhood. Why am I still studying English? Because my job need to use it, it’s true, but the deeply reason is that I always think I should have had learnt it better when I was a student. If you wanted to be spoiled when you were a kid but nobody spoiled you, 9 of 10, you would always seek for the feeling of being loved. If you wanted to make choices for yourself when you were a kid, but your parents didn’t let you, you would always seek for independence. The unfulfilled desire is always with you till it’s completed fulfilled.

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According to my experience, people are always chasing (chasing after = more native) what they lost in their childhood. Why am I still studying English? I need to speak English for my job, it’s true, but the deeper reason is that I always think I should have had studied harder when I was a student. If you wanted to be spoiled when you were a kid but nobody spoiled you, 9 out of 10, you would always seek for the feeling of being loved. If you wanted to make choices for yourself when you were a kid, but your parents didn’t let you, you would always seek for independence. An unfulfilled desire is always with you till it’s completed fulfilled.